I'm not going to sugar coat anything. Today kinda sucked. I woke up late and had a job interview at 2:30. I nailed the interview, but there might not be enough open hours to give me any work. I don't NEED a job, but I do need something to kill time. By the time I got back to the room, I was in a "pissy mood" as my mother calls it. It's not that I can't mentally take being away from home, it doesn't bother me. It was just one of those days where every little thing sets me off and I end up taking it out on myself. I ended up in the weight room trying to de-stress. I just have to accept that some days are gonna be a little rough mentally and all I can do is continue to work hard.
Tomorrow is a new day and I'm going to start it off right by continuing my workout and throwing a bullpen or two at my game. With my next start being Sunday, I need to start mentally preparing tomorrow for me to be satisfied with my effort by the weekend.